I think I am facing a financial crisis right now... now that I go and count my expenditure and it's like really really a lot. So here I go, I have to execute the red alert plan for my purse again.
I have to like spend <$3 a day on food for the next 15 days. (until last day of paper) That is pretty possible since I will be staying at home.... minus reunion dinner, CNY day 1 & 2 (which are all FOC on my part) maybe lunch or smth after papers or on 17th for RFA revision lecture. LESS THAN $3!
Right, the other days I will just eat mianxian/maggi/rice. Alternate or something cause I really don't want to die from overdose of maggi... AND AND AND I got baked beans, campbell chicken soup and ham at home ^^ happy shit. I shall drink more water to make myself feel fuller.
And erh, yar... self-control. I really, really, really cannot shop anymore. I shouldn't spend any money. The hole have been getting deeper and deeper ever since... Idk when. Maybe after I left Surbana and entered Poly? hahaha, no income and there it goes, money keep flowing out :( All the money I got from jobs after that can't even be subsidies lor> :( :( :(
It's so sad that I am worrying about money at likka 18 turning 19 but I really have to!
I need more self-control. And I think this applies to many things.
I am pretty impulsive... :(
I tend to go with my emotions than my brain. ok, my brain doesn't fight for itself anyway.
Alright. Then I'll continue working when baoc prep starts (which is the week straight after exams). Probably going to work 2 shifts per week only. likka weekend morning or smth :/ At least I'll get about $200? :( I want to learn driving leh... but maybe not now since everything at home is aging and my parents just spent money replacing them! likka the kitchen toilet door, my computer chair, bro's table.... and now the fridge?!?!?
Omg. I hope the fridge isn't really spoilt you know......
I feel so guilty though I didn't make it spoilt. It's like I've been spending their money when I go out with them though not really a lump sum. aish :(
Ok, I need to study tonight.
Hmm. Listening to the fm diverts my concentration :(
I need to sleep early too.
OH well........................................................... this is a typical rant post, sorry :(
Downloading tax revision papers nw! Ah, Burger King was shiok today right lpz? :D
I still can't get enough of my current blog song (L)(L)(L)
Ps, I blinged a letter on my organiser out of boredom ytd! ^^
Note to self: go for a jog when I am free enough to take a short break (:
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